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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

simple plan

Song: Welcome To My Life Artist: Simple Plan Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life will i ever be wad i used to be? *sighs* everything now seems to be so f* up and everything.. i'm no longer the evelyn i used to be. the weak, the quiet me. i dunnoe which wan i'm now. i'm totally confused. everything is my fault. and still it is. and never will it be urs. fine. i've had enuff of it. i'm still the lonely gal sitting inside the bus i may seem like starring at those tress, those roads, those bus stops yet it wasnt; i was jus staring into space wondering y my life can be so f* up; y i've to land in tis world the place full of sufferings and never c happiness yet all tis times my eyes are so watery y i can never be strong? y i'm owaz so frail? y do i have to cry so easily? i hate myself for all tis my mood seems so downhill, everything seems so f* up. w/o anyone to talk to. i feel so bottled up. where are those "so-called" friends? i dun seem to be able to tell them all my feelings and thots. i used to be so contented. ever since u entered and invade my life, i never find anymore peace. jus unhappiness and anger. y cant u be like all other frens i'm having?